Tuesday, February 15, 2011

It could be that you changed... but more likely, given our circumstances and the direction of the wind, it was I who changed, I who pulled back, I who unveiled the flaws. I am disgusted... at myself? Certainly not at you; at something that was in me, something I didn't see.

There are days when I feel poisoned. I just want to extract it out of me, delete the words, not see the damage. You leave a residue of toxins; negativity; egotism; vanity. I don't know what was once so charming. I was seduced by something, your mystery, that which needed to be filled in or saved. There is nothing left to be filled. You are full of holes and I am quietly growing.

3 comments:

Santiago said...

They say what we don't like in others is what we see in ourselves.

becca said...

powerful i loved it

kourtney said...

Some people bring out the best in us, and some the worst. But that is usually because they show us either the worst, or the best in them.

xo

k.